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Note 53: No

Tonight I am not going to write
a poem for today. I don’t feel like it,
I don’t want to. There isn’t anything
I wish to say in that way, some
poem-a-day way. It feels like nothing
more than an obligation I don’t want,
like something that I must do even
against my will sometimes and
others no matter how much I will.

No. Not tonight.

Tonight, I won’t even pretend
to write a poem.

Note 52: Juglans Regia

A native of the Balkans, Himalayas,
and Southwest China, with vast forests
even now in Kyrgyzstan, the Ancient
Greeks took the Persian walnut from Iran
and Iraq and bred it for size and improved
the quality of its fruit. From Greece,
as with all things, the Romans brought them
into Europe and north Africa.
Then the Regia turned English, and now
California produces two-thirds
of the world’s consumable walnuts.

More importantly, Carya chose the walnut
as a refuge from her Dionysian passion,
a hard wood with a rich fruit; we remembered
her as Artemis, and on the Acropolis
built her into a monument made of marble,
not wood, Caryatids keeping the porch
roof in the sky until now, a distant future.

The cherry, the plum, and the pear
have all blossomed and faded to foliage
but this walnut in the northwest corner
only has small green cones shot with brown
on the nubs of the twigs on its branches,
neither flower nor leaf, though dugouts
where the woodpeckers work and open branches
are many, from one of which a crow looks down
at me and scolds me for being such a slacker
on this warm spring Sunday afternoon.

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Note 51: For a Moment

For a moment there seemed to be nothing at all.
For a moment I became you, or at least
     someone other than I.
For a moment I felt like an emergency,
     a concrete floor, a body lying there.
For a moment it seemed that I had stumbled
     into the wrong house and fainted.
For a moment, though the night was cool,
     sweat beaded all over my scalp.
For a moment, I lay shivering.
For some time I could move among others
     as them or as you.
For a while, the time spent studying a photograph,
I felt what another feels;
experienced you as my reality, found
in you a reality exactly similar to my own —
a feeling core, a sense of existing, sensations,
mental functions from synapse whispers
in layers out up to conscious thought;
and saw that your thoughts and my thoughts
are all that separate us.
For a moment, I felt us swap bodies
     and continued to feel at home.
  
  
  
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Note 50: Wanting, Giving, Taking

All our tactics defeat nothing
     yet gain power that soon will wilt
Convoluted beliefs; vast questions
     with no likely solution, pry
Subject matter away, meanwhile
     desire rages to again be here
Masturbating through ink letters
     I smear onto the World Wide Web,
Phrases meant to ascend higher,
     though wanting to give, taking what I need.

  

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Note 49: Reaching Into You

And still
on this stream
in a cool night
my disembodied voice
entangles positive and
negative junctions
in order to traverse
copper wire, fiber optics
and radio signals
synaesthesically
transmitted
from synapse to muscle
from ink into light
from vocal expression
to squiggles on a screen
and yet
no matter how far
you have gone
my voice
disembodied
reaches
through your flesh
into your mind


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Note 48: Read to Me

Eight hundred years later
Ensnared by the bear trap
of payments and receipts,
never secure always wanting
or not wanting something

such a confusion of success
and failure any acquaintance
might think one stupid for not caring
enough about acquisition
or that you have too much

there seems to be only one
infallible solution to this paradox
of pleasure and pain. How much longer
until I wade completely in

and never return?

May I bring my guitar
so I can play some
blues now and then
or just hear
where the sound leads

and someone who would
read to me would
be lovely, with a complex voice,
not too pretty, something
with depth and timbre

someone who would
read Chomei to me
someone who would read
me Basil Bunting.
Ok. Any kind of voice.

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Note 47: ‘<'the title blew away'>‘

Wind casts light things into wild disarray
changing the very meaning of lightness
it rises up and blows Bending the Bow
off my table, plunk, and even jangles
the heavy bronze-slat Tibetan chimes
while it sends the pretty little gamelan bells
into paroxysms of symphonic dismay
and newly gathered piles of leaves
spring suddenly up into the air, then
after a chaotic and dust-storm like dance
suddenly drops a register so that
all the blown fragments precipitate out
the gamelan becomes merely lively
and the austere Tibetan nearly mute.

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Note 46: Gusty Winds

Gusty winds
and crowded highways
yield
accidental
sleep.

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Note 45: Fragment

Fragment

poikilothron athanat Aphrodita / Resplendently enthroned Aphrodite
–Sappho, Fr. 1

Resplendent in a mint-package-blue sky
[.....................]
gentle breath on [.......]
little redwood leaves [...]
bringing male and female into
unified [..... ] responsiveness
from tiny seeds and pollen
your pillared palace [...]
rises up [...}
to meet the [universe]

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Amazon Fail

(this post is taken directly from: Daughter of the Ring of Fire:
http://blog.elizabethkateswitaj.net/?p=988)

Amazon Rank:

Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): amazon ranked

1. To censor and exclude on the basis of adult content in literature (except for Playboy, Penthouse, dogfighting and graphic novels depicting incest orgies).
2. To make changes based on inconsistent applications of standards, logic and common sense.

Etymology: from 12 April 2009 removal of sales rank figures from books on Amazon.com containing sexual, erotic, romantic, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered or queer content, rendering them impossible to find through basic search functions at the top of Amazon.com’s website. Titles stripped of their sales rankings include “Bastard Out of Carolina,” “Lady Chatterly’s Lover,” several romance novels, GLBTQ fiction novels, YA books, and narratives about gay people.

Example of usage: “I tried to do a report on Lady Chatterly’s Lover for English Lit, but my teacher amazon ranked me and I got an F on grounds that it was obscene.”

Alternate usage: “My girlfriend wanted to preserve her virginity, and I was happy to respect that, then she amazon ranked and decided anal sex was okay.”

A fuller list of what Amazon has seen fit to de-rank (and reduce in terms of searchability) can be found here. I can only assume that Ulysses is not on that list because no one at Amazon has read it. Note also that it would appear that the standards for being “too adult” are much stricter when it comes to LGBTQ or feminist books.

What can you do about it?

  • If you’re on Twitter, tweet about it using the #amazonfail hashtag.
  • Put the following code on your own website as part of a googlebomb effort: <a title=”Amazon Rank” href=”http://www.smartbitchestrashybooks.com/amazonrank”>Amazon Rank</a>
  • If you are currently an Amazon.com affiliate, consider becoming a Powells.com partner instead. They pay more anyway.
  • Contact Amazon directly.
  • Buy from your local indie bookstores if and when you can. If you have ten thriving bookstores in town and one decides to hide every LGBTQ book in the back, you have other options; if you only have one or two shops, things get more difficult.
  • Sign an online petition.
  • Buy books on feminism, sexuality, and gay & lesbian studies.